Mama or No Mama? that is the question!

So my life is a buzzing with the disapearance of my wonderful Aunt Flo... I don't know where she could be! I took a test last night and they said she should be scheduled to come but she is now 2 days late!!!! Can i say though, that I didn't realize that you could test so soon? I got a first response test last night and you can test up to 5 days before your expected period date??? wow can I just say that is amazing! that is or could be just days after actually getting pregnant! That is amazing to me! Of course the test was a BFN (big fat negative) and I was happy, but also kinda sad in a way... in the morning hours yesterday I thought I was... I'm tired, peeing more, having cravings for "food" things like that... but then about mid-day I'm like you know what, I don't think I am... i'm tired b/c I woke up at 5:30am everyday over the weekend, I didn't take any naps, walked around in the sun on Saturday and spent 1/2 the day outside on Sunday... then I started thinking about all the food/things i've done that aren't good for the baby... then it hit me, CRAP I'm going to be one of those mamma's to be!