Wellbrutrin makes me happy
Well husband and i started on wellbrutrin as of Saturday... our quit date is 7-8-06... this should be an interesting weekend coming up! I'm a bit nervous and scared but we've gotta do it, we've gotta quit and just get it over with! So here we go with this, and hopefully with each other to go on we can over come this and be done with smoking for the rest of our lives! I am very positive with my outlook on this new adventure!
My house guests have driven me over the edge and back in the last 2 1/2 weeks, I am way beyond done and have simply given up (or given in). I no longer care what they do or say... if I allow it to effect me I turn into a bitch... if I try and let it roll off then I end up blowing up over something stupid... so now I don't care, as long as they don't harm my cats, fish or tortoise I just don't care. And you know what, these last 2 nights where I have given up, I haven't gotten to sleep quicker or slept better since they arrived! My mother keeps talking about her food, our food so I just said to her, well we will buy food to eat until we run out of money... (she refuses to go food shopping) so I told dh to talk to his mother... b/c if we run out of money then it's her who has to go without.... we'll go over FIL's house daily for dinner. She doesn't understand why we're complaining.... we buy $10 worth of chicken... it was gone in 2 days with 5 mouths eatting it... for DH & I that would last about 3 meals which each meal feeds us for 2-4 days... you do the math... but I've given up, I'm sick of the bickering and the irritation it gives me so I just don't care anymore... if we run out of chicken, we run out of chicken, they can eat an apple.
My house guests have driven me over the edge and back in the last 2 1/2 weeks, I am way beyond done and have simply given up (or given in). I no longer care what they do or say... if I allow it to effect me I turn into a bitch... if I try and let it roll off then I end up blowing up over something stupid... so now I don't care, as long as they don't harm my cats, fish or tortoise I just don't care. And you know what, these last 2 nights where I have given up, I haven't gotten to sleep quicker or slept better since they arrived! My mother keeps talking about her food, our food so I just said to her, well we will buy food to eat until we run out of money... (she refuses to go food shopping) so I told dh to talk to his mother... b/c if we run out of money then it's her who has to go without.... we'll go over FIL's house daily for dinner. She doesn't understand why we're complaining.... we buy $10 worth of chicken... it was gone in 2 days with 5 mouths eatting it... for DH & I that would last about 3 meals which each meal feeds us for 2-4 days... you do the math... but I've given up, I'm sick of the bickering and the irritation it gives me so I just don't care anymore... if we run out of chicken, we run out of chicken, they can eat an apple.
posted by Jen @ 9:01 AM
1 Comments:
At 8:37 AM,
Going For Greatness said…
Omg I'd go nuts. I think my mouth would start up before I had a chance to THINK even! Good luck to you for the remainder of the time that you have these so-called house guests. I know I'd pop a can of whoop ass if it was me!!
~ Gabi
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